ok so i dont have a clever math equation to say that this thought makes 8

its 7:32 in the morning...i actually went to bed at a normal time last night like a normal human being would, so i'm proud of myself.

looking back on the break so far....i have accomplished nothing that i wanted to do. i didn't get a job. i didn't get clothes. i didn't save up for the equipment i need.

so its fair to say that - like every school break - i've been bumming it out.

any money that i have possessed has been spent on drinking at the bars and trying to have a social life. i actually think that i'm really an alcoholic. i mean as far as i see it there's nothing wrong with having a couple drinks here and there. and if you get drunk every blue moon, that's cool too. just as long as its spread out and not a weekly or dare i say - daily - basis. i should have wasted my money on a new tattoo. i need to make a goals list so i can keep track of what i need to do with money.

anyways, on a brighter note,

i feel really comfortable with being on the radio. i definitely think that this is a career that i want to pursue. i love being on-air being me. i love telling stories and hearing them from other people. i love hearing about celebrities and how they got started....and honestly i love talking shit.....its the best trait i have...it runs in the family! hahaha. but in all seriousness, i really do want to spread a message of positivity through this avenue of media. with so much negativity in this world - there needs to be people out there that is positive. i need to master this craft of mine. so i can fulfill this dream of mine.


with that said...time for breakfast.

The La is Hungry...and Outtie.

^_^

new year...new thought that makes it 3 less than 10

the old year has come and gone in a typical way. cold, dry and windy.

the new year brings the cold, dry and windy as well.

i see nothing special with this "new year".

with a new year comes new fears and old tears. and maybe a revelation or 2.

i know this must sound very depressing but i mean its the way of the world.

its really hard to be optimistic about time when all that time brings is negativity.

but isnt there something within time to be optimistic about?

something that makes me forget about the quarrels of the future and makes me enjoy the current?

there has to be. right?




The La...out.